Almost June

I am a person who is most productive under " a little stress." Call it procrastination, call it waiting until the pile is too high, but I need that little edge to most effectively accomplish my goals (whether it be studying for a test in med school or getting the laundry caught up!). This week I bought my portion of supplies for our trip, but I still feel in "limbo." Our trip is in 19 days, but I still have Cub Scout Camp, VBS next week, Basketball camp, Rugby camp, and a trip to Arkansas for my Dad's birthday party before I can in true "get it done" phase. There are 10,000 things I could be working on now, but it is just not the right time yet. I love having this time to just BE and play with my boys, and talk with my husband, and go swimming, and just BE. I think God wants me to just BE as well---just love those around me, just look at the rainbow, and just love on my husband and kids. I will know when it is time to "get in the groove." Something will wake me up in the middle of the night....one of the boys, our dog, a thunderstorm, and from then on, it will be GO GO GO time! Until then, let's all just BE.