Grrr. Our last home study visit was over a month ago. I had ALL of my paperwork prepared and turned in then...and I am still WAITING on the final copy of the home study to send in for our government papers. Yes, I realize that I am not using the same agency for the home study as for the placement, and this does add a bit of time, but I just did not anticipate waiting THIS LONG for it!! I realize that there is a LOT of hurry up and wait with the adoption process, but had not accounted for it now.
So, trying to be patient, and to use this time to listen to God...to keep my shield on as Satan tries to fight against this child coming home....and to trust. He has a plan for us, and for this precious little one that He is protecting. I knew my most trying part of the process would be the WAITING that is not in my control. It is a hard place for me, an uncomfortable zone, but maybe that is just where Jesus wants me to be right now. Maybe is waiting there.....waiting for me.....
Praying for an open heart...
Eve
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